SIGHPIE

SIGH. I don't know where else to pen down my thoughts so I had no other choice but to come here again. I don't wanna let anybody knows how shitty I'm feeling right now coz I bet they'll start to give me all sort of advices making me feel more like a nuisance to them. And honestly, no one advice is able to make me feel any better right now because I really am feeling very very very very fucking down and idk why. Just when I thought the worst is over, 2012 isn't any better. I hate 2012 as much though its just the end of a shitty month, which is like 1/12 of the year and I already can't wait to get over this  fucking year. Everything seems so tough and demoralizing this fucking semester. I can't even get into a proper uni with my gpa. I don't wanna start my working life so soon. I don't know what to do after I graduate. I don't know which job to apply for. I am turning 21 this year. I dont know what thing in life is worth being happy for now. I can't help but feel like giving up on everything. WHY MUST ALL THE BAD THINGS KEEP COMING TO ME. FREE FLOW ONE MEH.